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2025-01-31 01:50 pm

xxx...o

forever saddens me that people will stare at me in the
"why does she look like that" way
and not the
"how gorgeous she is" way

i long for a stranger to say im beautiful
from friends and family it almost has no value
it feels like they HAVE to call me that


but sometimes it still has value
especially if it's out of nowhere

please please please
please call me pretty
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2024-12-11 02:17 pm

AGHH

YOU ARE NOT FUNNY WHEN U SAY
AHAHAH SHES SO AUTISTIC
OR
OH IM JUST A LITTLE AUTISTIC
AS SOMEBODY WHO EXHIBITS 97% OF SYMPOTYMS OF THE ABSOLUTE HELL THAT AUTISM IS

YOU
ARE
NOT
FUNNY
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2024-12-09 01:59 pm

</3

One, you're biting my tongue
Two, I'm kissin' on you
Three, is he better than me?
One, two, three, four
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2024-12-06 01:58 pm

perspective of doll

I am such an impurity
I will never be a bride
I will never
I will never
Never again
No matter how hard I cry
How I tried to scream
He told me my pupils dilated because I loved it
Oh, handsome
You were so precious to me
Why did you take it away
You remembered my birthday
I didn't wish for my rape of purity
I am such a sweet girl
So funny
So gorgeous
That's why I always deny these things
But please call me
Sweet
Funny
Gorgeous
Please crucify him, God
Make him suffer for his sins
Make me pure
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2024-12-06 01:45 pm

perspective of best boy

Oh, gorgeous
What a beautiful girl
But
She does not love me
I will make her love me
I wanted
I needed it so bad
Oh, gorgeous
I whisper that into her ear
When my hand slid into her skirt
When I forced down her jeans
When she was asleep
When she cried so hard
When she was alone
When I rammed the back of her into the wall
I don't know why she bled
I don't think I care
I am so good to her, but she won't call me her lover
I will make her mine
By all means necessary
I will take her body
I will make her suffer to love me
Those 5 months
I took it everyday
She's so cute when she's crying
She's so cute when she's scared
I'll never be caught
Because I made everyone think she loved me
Because I am so in love
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2024-11-13 11:45 am

X

im my own biggest regret
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2024-11-12 02:01 pm

xoxo.

I have a severe phobia of maggots
It's not even what they look like it's just what they symbolize
Death
Rotting
Sometimes I believe I'm rotting inside of my own body
every time i see a maggot i feel them in my veins
they eat at the impurity within me
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2024-11-08 09:06 am

best boy forever

Something you know you can never get back
Maybe it's what she wore
But she didn't wear it 7 times
Maybe it was what she said
But she learned to shut up
Maybe it was what she did
But it was one kiss in December
God, she has many regrets
But relieve her of her sins
For all, she is just a doll
But for her, she is just a girl
A plastic body made to touch
To burn
To love
My dear God, relieve me of my sins I beg of you
Have him crucified, make him suffer for me
For I have suffered far too long
God, will you still let me in?
Dear God, do you believe me?
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2024-11-01 09:44 am

my mirror screams in anguish

if there is a god he must hate me
i am tired of not feeling beautiful, not even pretty at the least
i want to be one of those girls who you see in passing and think
shes gorgeous
i am only told im pretty when i say im not
its like fly swarm denial
I dont want nonstop compliments
i just wanna feel like
my appearance is something worth admiring
i am so tired of living in my skin
i would love to be those thin slender faced girls with the beautiful tan skin and long hair
at this point im describing my girlfriend

I would like to be as beautiful as her.
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2024-10-30 01:33 pm

xx

im so tired of these stupid fucking rumors going around about me im not a slut
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2024-10-30 08:23 am

american psycho

what was bret easton ellis on when he wrote that????????
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2024-10-29 01:40 pm

xo

health teacher is yapping about how girls should be careful of whos in their surrondings or who theyre with

PRO TIPS BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT RAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



how about we educate our sons instead of protecting our daughters
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2024-10-25 09:46 am

xo

school is pris0n!!!!!
get me out Dx
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2024-10-22 02:08 pm

x

is it me or your secrets that keep you up at night ?
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2024-10-16 10:03 am

me

im so lonely in gorgeous
tommy feb wrote that song ab me
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2024-10-09 01:42 pm

xx

i absolutely hate how some people cannot physically or mentally whatever comprehend that they're at fault or in the wrong for something
and like whenever the get called out they act like they just got shot by their lover or something



im also kinda mad at myself bc i end up letting those toxic ass ppl into my life (BUT YALL ACT SO NICE AT FIRST WTFF)



π“ˆπ“…π‘œπ“‰π’Ύπ’»π“Ž π“†π“Šπ’Ύπ“‰ 𝑒𝓂𝒢𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒
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2024-10-06 12:15 pm

ugh

i h8 when ppl dont communicate
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2024-10-04 10:26 am

skibidi

guys idk i might not be joking ab that 13th reason shit no more
(jay and angel y'all r tapes 1-12)
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2024-10-03 09:46 am

xx

why are all the girls at this school insane and all the boys are so annoying
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2024-10-02 09:44 am

chiodos <3

i'll stop
stabbing
when you stop
screaming